Originally Posted by redsrbetter
Welcome back man! Dude where have you been?
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Thanks bro.... now thats a question I've been asked a lot already, but I haven't talked much about it yet, except a lil to Dry. It's not something that I like to talk much about, but I do want to give you all an explanation of what happened.... so here goes...
We had a draft in the old SBSL and I was preparing to start the new season when my computer crashed. I'm not sure what happened, but I lost a lot of files. I was trying to fix the league file before posting what happened, because I didn't want to worry anybody until I knew for sure that the file couldn't be saved. That takes me to the next part... the reason I left without notice.
Well... I've always been a fan of racing bikes. I'd take my bike out to races and drags every chance I got. During one of the races, some guy clipped me, and i fell off....my bike landed on my legs. I was in the hospital for awhile, and I couldn't use my legs even after I left the hospital. I was in pretty bad shape both physically and mentally. I wanted to get back and do all of the stuff that I always did, but I knew I couldn't physically. Mentally, I was afraid, because I couldn't get the thoughts and pictures out of my mind. I couldn't even go near a computer for a long time because I knew I couldn't sit there for long and do what I loved to do. Those of you that know me, knew how much I loved this forum and the sim league. I never thought it would, but the league became a part of me... I put my heart and soul into running it. I didn't want ot even look at a computer, because I knew that I couldn't do it the way I did before, and I wasn't ready to talk about what happened. It hurt to much to even think about it. I needed time to heal both physically and mentally. Physically.... I'm almost 100% and I'm working on getting back into the shape I was in before the accident. Mentally.... well sad to say that I'm still as crazy as ever, and ready to jump back into everything head first. lol